Everyday feels like a Monday,
There is, no escaping from the heartache,
Now I, gotta put it back together,
‘Coz it’s, always better late then never.

Gave up studying material just after 10 slides… Couldn’t take it anymore… If you ever study material before, you will know how i feel right now… After a 8 hours long of lesson… Furthermore i got the whole of tml afternoon to chiong for friday test… Funny how i kept saying i got tml to study but the fact is i dont… Got presentation tml and that’s bout it… Just hope that the slides and everything will go just fine tml… Let’s get it over and done with baby…

Hasn’t been playing game on my laptop (cept a couple of game of CS and that’s bout it)… You gotta keep in mind that i use the laptop everyday… It really take something not to play those games… So, i’ll salute myself for that… Anyway, deadlines for EVERYTHING are nearing… I can practically smell, see ,hear, feel and taste it… Trying to clear EVERYTHING till then…

Had movie marathon during lesson today… I’ve finished my work (FYI)… Continued The Mist which i have paused since friday… Shortly after that was Step Up… Yea yea all old movies but i haven watch before… Plus i’m gonna delete them once i watched it… So that there are more space for new movies… I reckon i’m gonna spend my 7 weeks holiday watching movie after movie after movie…

Off to sleep… Freaking tired…

Morning practical took alot outta me today… Felt so exhausted after the practical, BUT today is the last prac lesson!!! No more lesson next week and this mean 1 thing and 1 thing only… Next week start school at 1… I suppose…

Exam and presentation fever are hitting me right now… Not sure bout the rest but it sure makes me hot… Rushing all those online quiz, presentation and work by end of this month… What’s worse is that there are 2 major paper at the start of next month (which is like this fri!!!)…

So time is’nt really on my side right now… Time has never been my friend, and it will never be… Screw time!!! Well, better save my energy to do something productive instead of screwing time… Time’s short…

Ohhh, the bed look so tempting… Can practically hear it calling my name… Right, i’m gonna obey… Need some good rest for the longest day of the week tml… Before i mustered the remaining energy i’ve left to walk to my bed, i wanna say…

WELCOME TO LIVERPOOL FC ROBBIE KEANE!!!!!

Just when the day was going fine, it just have to happen… It just got to, well that sum up the past few months altogether…

There are more than 1, there are many out there… And that made me wonder why?? I may not be a professional juggler but 1 thing i do know is, when you juggle when balls thats on fire, you’ll get burn… Correct me if i’m wrong… So, juggling with lots of flaming balls… Keeping the scream, making noise-less sound… I’m keeping it…

Sometimes if it end, it will be better… So ready to pull out the white towel and throw it in… Dont see the point anymore… So…..

CODE RED
CODE RED
CODE RED

Upcoming important days…

• Just now: Final Theory practice (Did badly, didnt study at all)
• 29 july: Manufacturing Technology and Practice Test
• 31 July: 1Comt presentation
• 1 Augest: AUTOCAD and Engineering Material Test
• 3 Augest: Final Theory Evaluation
• 10 Augest: Engineering material presentation
• 15 Augest: Math Test
• 16 Augest: Electrical Technology Test

And that include you

Week was a short one… Mainly due to ending school early… Anyway, watched The Simpsons on friday… Gosh, so lame, the show i mean… Had PM at NP after that and then was CGM… Service was good today… Had to go down early for the promotion day thinggy… Nonono, i’m not promoted but my CGL is… Was there to help set up some stuffs…

Came home with those 19 years old aunties and uncle again… Was chatting randomly and somehow we ended up talking bout ghost and horror movie… Just when i thought i was bout to walk home alone (again!!) There popped jon!!

And now I must confess
That I am a sinking ship
I’m anchored by the weight of my heart cause it’s filled with these feelings
I keep my true thoughts locked beside my hearts black box
And it wont be found, it wont survive through the smoke or the wreckage
So I crash and burn
I got a lot of things to learn

From the lyric of Good Charlotte song “Where would we be now”. Been filling this song in my ears lately… Geez, how do they come up with such lyric?? Indeed, keeping all the thoughts inside my heart black box, and it wont be found… Cos it’s anchored by the weight of it which is filled by these feeling… And it’s sinking to the bottom…

Ohhh… How true??