What to say bout the weather this past few days… All of us felt it… I hope it’s not cause of me… Lol… Good thing is that been sleeping with the air-con on for the past 2 days… Today will be the 3rd day…

Formulas, formulas, formulas… Life so filled with formulas… Physics, so many formulas to remember… Not only to memorize but also to understand why is this formula used for this particular question… Having a hard memorizing and catching what’s my lecturer is talking bout…

Well, past few days been abit shaky… Facing the same old problems over and over again… Cant seems to solve it… No matter what it will just come back to my mind… Cant shake it off, it will slowly creep into my mind… And will stayed there…

Replacing your pictures with my formulas in my wallet…

Replacing your pictures with my formulas under my bro’s bed(we sleep in double-decker)…

Replacing your pictures with my formulas underneath my bed…

Replacing your pictures with my formulas on my mirror…

Replacing your pictures with my formulas between the pages of my bible…

                                   But just cant replace your pictures with my formulas in my mind…

Seemingly, i’m doing whatever i can… But its still not working… *Listening to “Fall For You” by Secondhand Serenade*… Beautiful song… The title says it all…

I think of yesterday, and all the time i spent being lonely…

Pratical was alright today, until i hurt my thumb with a pop rivet… Dang, using my full force trying to press the handle together and unknowingly i put my thumb between the handle… And then… You can imagine yourself… Its hurts like mad!!! But its alright now… Lecturer out of the blue cancel our lecture lesson and we got 2 hours off… Bad thing is the next lesson will 3 hours away… None of us brought our notebook to school today… Thank God the next lesson lecturer brought forward the lesson and we end early today…

After that, majority of the class went to play board game at nospace ( Ngee ann students should know)… Had great fun there… We played Taboo and Jenga… Awesome!! Then follow my classmate to get some eye therapy… Only for awhile… In fact, every where you turned you will be able to see eye therapists…

Right, incident that happen in the morning on my way to school… Was on the LRT train and this girl( not bad looking thou) in NP shirt walked in… Train was pretty crowded and i was listening to Simple Plan or something… We alighted and i took the lift but she took the stairs… Was making my way to the bus interchange and line up… To my surprise, she was lining right behind me… I mean how fast can you walk down the stairs compared to taking the lift…

Anyway, on the bus was listening to Every Avenue… While i was move outta my seat, i was waiting for the people who was standing and people at the back to go off first… Then suddenly 1 person stop and let me go… And i realised it was the same girl… Oh… Well… I just walk away… Lol… Shoulda at least say thank you or smile at her… Well, then thats bout it… Went for my lesson, didnt really notice her anymore… Thought i was stalked… Lmao…

Was trying to type something out today… But i think today post kinda looong… Plus i shouldnt spent so much time blogging and look at others blog… Haven been studying much lately… Cant find the motivation to… Starting to get weary…

Unconsciously, my mind will wheel back to that beautiful thoughts… Reluctantly, i had to unwheel it… Before it gets outta control… Still wanting more of it, still viewing it, still finding hard to let it go just like that… Still wondering if you found out that the car behind you isnt there anymore… Shall stop it!!!

Well, its my own decision and i’m not gonna regret it… A bitter pill to swallow… But i know it would only be temporary… Castles just started forming above my head… Beautiful castles, everything’s so beautiful inside the castles… Wish i’m in that castle right now… With someone sitted on my right side…

I’m sending SOS to everyone that can help me right now… Just couldnt summon the strenght and power to stop it… Its slowly beyond outta my control… Just couldnt help it… This moment i’m telling myself not to think about it, the very next moment its in my head… Cant fight off this strong and contagious feeling… Its bout to drown me… Feels good that i’m willing to be drown in it…

Well, trying to get on with it… Hopping i will make it… The grass is greener on the other side… Right!!! I had this conversation with my classmate during pratical class today… Each of us got this used resistor ( which is bend all over the place)…

Classmate:” Why your’s so straight and mine so crooked???”

Bron:” Are you gay???”   And the rest of my classmate went =.=lll  

MEL not working today!!! I cant study w/o it… Hope it will be up soon… Watched Nim’s Island today… It was alright… Not worth your $9.50 thou… I watched it on the net…  

  A picture says a thousand words… Found this picture on flickr… And the title of this picture is called “Broken Love”… I think its a very good interpretation… The road have so many direction, so many turns and curves, so many traffic lights… So hard for 2 cars to go the same direction, make the same turns and curves and stop at the very same traffic lights… How similar does it apply to our life??? Sometimes cars have accident and malfunction… So hard to be a car… Right now i’m just like a car following behind a beautiful lamborghini (its a very fast car)… As i’m following behind you, i just hope you will look at your rear-view mirror more… Wanna make the same turns and curves as you… Wanna stop at the very same traffic light that you stop… If the lamborghini had an accident or malfunction, my car will hit the brakes real hard…

However, my car will be taking a turn, a turn that will be entirely different from yours… Not knowing that if our cars will ever cross path again… Not knowing how your car will look like… Not knowing if there’s another car driving next to yours… Whatever the possibility, i’ll be glad that the lamborghini’s fine… In good shape and condition… Just so you know that you will be include in my prayer (even if mine prayer time will be longer)… Wherever this turn leads me, hope to meet you somewhere… I just have to make this turn… I dont wan to, but i just had to… Whenever we cross path again, i’ll hope that i will be the car that will be driving right besides you… Seeing that beautiful lamborghini slowly diminishing into the sunset, slowly disappearing into the nightfall… I made my turn…

See, just a picture and 2 long paragraphs just appeared… I think this is the best and most emo post i ever post!!! HAHAHA… So for your information, while i was typing, a cockroach flew into my room… My bro freak out!!! Now on a mission, a mission to find the cockroach and kill it… Chaos…

No hangover this morning… Alittle disappointed but there’s always other time to get drunk… Reach expo right now time but my I/c say i was late… -,-  Haiz… Anyway, very messy and tiring when serving… Lucky for trainee ushers… They managed to cover for us ( me only)… Thank God for trainees…

Got my mp3 back from jon FINALLY!!! With more emo songs inside… Omg… My notebook already has bout 400 songs (mostly love/emo or sentimental songs).. And now 410 and counting… Will keep downloading nice/love songs ( if there’s any)… Can listen to them on my way to school and back…

So, what’s life without decision??? A BIG decision… Still contemplating… Still pending… Still not confirm… Its kinda hard to make… But i know it will be for mine own good… Should i or should i not… Maybe i should buy a flower and start pulling out the pedals petals and make a decision from that??? Its gonna be hard to just let it be… Gotta make it soon and make the right one…

Maybe it’s all for the best,
But I just don’t see any good in this, no.
Maybe we’ll find something better
But the lovers that leave us
Will always hold the place

Maybe it was wrong of me to think I could keep you
And maybe it’s the last few drinks
Taking over my mouth and all I’ve been thinking
I want you to know that I am fine here without you
But I can’t bring myself to lie to you.
And since we’re being honest, I feel I should tell you
I’ve been filling up the empty space between you and I

Between you and I, she could never compare to you
Between you and I, I still keep your pictures underneath my bed
Where she gives herself to me.
Where I give myself to you.

Hmmm… This part of the lyric really really represent the moment i’m going thru right now… Not all but MOST!!! Well, well, well… This is where the BIG decision comes in… I dont wanna make that decision in a moment of folly… But its just a decision… Big decision, BIG fuss, BIG headache!!!!